Dreams

I've been dreaming a lot lately. The last two days, they were about my mother dieing. One was I was a wizard and I remembered somehow, all the spell's they use in Harry Potter and I preformed them to kill Voldemort, the only problem was I was forced to watch him kill my mother in the prosess. Last night it was about some movie where I had a friend, and his girlfriend thought we had slept together after getting drunk and she flipped-- next thing you know, he turns into a killer along with two random people and startes trying to kill me. The worst part-- In my dream, the cops finally caught them and we were safe at home, but when we got there, the guy was lieing in my bed pretending to sleep with a mechine gun in his hand. Where did that come from? The one thing I noticed, was that both dreams came from movies I saw. It was weird because with the movie ending, I couldn't remember it in my dream so eventually, my mind made it a bad ending and he became the killer along with those other weird guys. Like my mind actully made up the ending. Anyway, when I woke up, I had the sudden erge to call my mother at home--before I remembered that it was summer for me and my sisters- not for her and her work. I'm not aloud to call her at work so I guess I can wait. I found though, that what both dreams had in common, was that my mother died. What does this mean? Should I be worried? I don't think I should personally. I think bad dreams just confirm your worst fear. A nightmare for instance, if you were scared of spiders- it would make a giant spider...In my dream, my mother died which is ultimatly confirming my worst fears. Her death. That's how much I love my mom. In my dreams, if she dies, I wake up crying even though I'm 14. Well, I should conclude this blog...It's like 8:46am and nobody else is awake. I think I'll go watch Twilight: Eclipse. Yeah. I will. Have a great day readers..

-Chrissy